New View
Waking up from my nest sitting high above the canyon I observe a horse moving across the sky with a native American wise woman riding it’s back and a little girl partially hidden under her blankets. A buffalo was following. The image created a new view in my heart of the connectedness that I am here in New Mexico.
Leaving Kauai, Hawaii was right and yet full of unknown for I could not give myself or anyone answers to why I was leaving or why I was coming to New Mexico. The past month I stayed in a room in the heart of Santa Fe allowing my energy to adjust to the high altitude and my surroundings. This was no easy thing to do. The fatigue, the heart racing when attempting to do much of anything, the dehydration, the dry nose and mouth, and the inability to have any clarity.
I would also drive around everyday exploring my surroundings leading out of Santa Fe. I would listen to my intuitive self and when I would get a hit I would respond with action and see what would show up. I was in awe at my self for what would become clear and later discover with that action step something new would show itself. Like I would drive to Taos and feel the amazing energy there and attempt to make networking connections to see what doors would open. I had made a decision one morning to find a place to live there for the next month and explore how it felt to live there. I set up an appointment for later that day to see a place and made several calls to network with organizations. I arrived in Taos and drove around. I had not received any return calls. All of a sudden I got so clearly, not here, “you are complete with Taos”. I just giggle and said ok. I stopped on my way out of town and cancelled my appointment with the possible house. I drove along side the Rio Grande and felt a lightness, a knowing that what is next will show itself.
I returned home to emails and texts of possible work situations in Santa Fe and I began seeing possible housing openings. I go see a possible housing and as I drive away I know I am to cancel my road trip across America and stay in Santa Fe for the next month. The relief that ran through my body at that time surprised even me. Energy began to feel lighter within me and once again it is confirmed I am listening and following the Universe messages.
Now to be clear,,, everything did not just fall into place at that moment,,there was more trust within me to be attended to in the moments ahead. I thought I had the place and then 2 days before moving into this place the person contacted me that she was not sure if I could move in by April first,,, complications on her end. I took a deep breath, thanked my “orchestra” of helpers for the Neon sign that this was not it and began looking again instead of panicking like I would do in the past. I started looking at a place of my own instead of sharing a room. A couple of places looked possible. I wrote and asked if they would be willing to take a reduction in rent if I could move in the next day. A person responded, we chatted.
I packed my bags and found myself driving up the Canyon in awe of the energy in this area. I went higher and higher. My giggles became loud whoo, whoo’s. There it was sitting my nest above the canyon I could hardly contain myself.
Nature was clapping with me as the sun came out as I walked in the door, the wind blew fiercely, the clouds grew dark, the snow with large flakes blanketed my door as I walked out to get my suitcase and the sun returned all in a matter of 40 minutes. I was doing the happy dance with them. Later the new moon sent it’s light right into my window and I was in awe.
No Technology available I sink into a book to explore new possibilities of beliefs, way of being that attract me and yet stretch my synapse of hanging out in a new expansive world. Can I really be stretched yet again into new skin of energy expansion? I delight and fear all at the same time. I know my new view is about to unfold a new link in my DNA that expands me yet again in the place of unknown deep in my heart.
Waking up from my nest sitting high above the canyon I observe a horse moving across the sky with a native American wise woman riding it’s back and a little girl partially hidden under her blankets. A buffalo was following. The image created a new view in my heart of the connectedness that I am here in New Mexico.
Leaving Kauai, Hawaii was right and yet full of unknown for I could not give myself or anyone answers to why I was leaving or why I was coming to New Mexico. The past month I stayed in a room in the heart of Santa Fe allowing my energy to adjust to the high altitude and my surroundings. This was no easy thing to do. The fatigue, the heart racing when attempting to do much of anything, the dehydration, the dry nose and mouth, and the inability to have any clarity.
I would also drive around everyday exploring my surroundings leading out of Santa Fe. I would listen to my intuitive self and when I would get a hit I would respond with action and see what would show up. I was in awe at my self for what would become clear and later discover with that action step something new would show itself. Like I would drive to Taos and feel the amazing energy there and attempt to make networking connections to see what doors would open. I had made a decision one morning to find a place to live there for the next month and explore how it felt to live there. I set up an appointment for later that day to see a place and made several calls to network with organizations. I arrived in Taos and drove around. I had not received any return calls. All of a sudden I got so clearly, not here, “you are complete with Taos”. I just giggle and said ok. I stopped on my way out of town and cancelled my appointment with the possible house. I drove along side the Rio Grande and felt a lightness, a knowing that what is next will show itself.
I returned home to emails and texts of possible work situations in Santa Fe and I began seeing possible housing openings. I go see a possible housing and as I drive away I know I am to cancel my road trip across America and stay in Santa Fe for the next month. The relief that ran through my body at that time surprised even me. Energy began to feel lighter within me and once again it is confirmed I am listening and following the Universe messages.
Now to be clear,,, everything did not just fall into place at that moment,,there was more trust within me to be attended to in the moments ahead. I thought I had the place and then 2 days before moving into this place the person contacted me that she was not sure if I could move in by April first,,, complications on her end. I took a deep breath, thanked my “orchestra” of helpers for the Neon sign that this was not it and began looking again instead of panicking like I would do in the past. I started looking at a place of my own instead of sharing a room. A couple of places looked possible. I wrote and asked if they would be willing to take a reduction in rent if I could move in the next day. A person responded, we chatted.
I packed my bags and found myself driving up the Canyon in awe of the energy in this area. I went higher and higher. My giggles became loud whoo, whoo’s. There it was sitting my nest above the canyon I could hardly contain myself.
Nature was clapping with me as the sun came out as I walked in the door, the wind blew fiercely, the clouds grew dark, the snow with large flakes blanketed my door as I walked out to get my suitcase and the sun returned all in a matter of 40 minutes. I was doing the happy dance with them. Later the new moon sent it’s light right into my window and I was in awe.
No Technology available I sink into a book to explore new possibilities of beliefs, way of being that attract me and yet stretch my synapse of hanging out in a new expansive world. Can I really be stretched yet again into new skin of energy expansion? I delight and fear all at the same time. I know my new view is about to unfold a new link in my DNA that expands me yet again in the place of unknown deep in my heart.